Now and then I get the above question—always in response to that rare effort with which I’m really happy.
Some of my paintings are okay (no more than that), and some are (in my opinion) frame-able. But occasionally (once in a red moon?) something happens that actually delights my heart. Like this one which I have titled “Recalling Argyll”.
In this case, along with other paintings which have evoked the “How did you do that?” query, I had to answer an interested friend with my standard reply: “I honestly don’t know!”
What I do know is that I nearly pitched the thing in my wastebasket. It went through several yucky stages, compounded by the fact that I had nothing whatsoever in my mind when I began painting. Often that works beautifully, especially with transparent watercolors on YUPO paper which happily does its own thing and produces surprising results when you keep your paintbrush in check or use it lightly.
But in the above case, the transparency got buried too quickly in layers of gouache. Gouache is my ever-ready friend, but here I let it get overly friendly. In lieu of simply pitching the work, I decided to just let it alone so the mess of gouache could dry properly—no easy task in our famous Southeastern Wisconsin summer humidity.
Several days later, I revisited the mess and gave it one last fling—this time globs of white gouache blotched randomly to cover up the muddiest layers of the original paint. And instantly the scene popped out at me: Argyll.
Back in 1993, Joe and I rented a car and drove (actually Joe did all the driving since it was on “the other side of the road”) 2200 miles–mostly on back roads in Scotland, England, and Wales. I was raising sheep here in Wisconsin at the time, for wool for my hand spinning and because I love animals—even the silliest of varieties. So we had planned ahead to stay at sheep farms on this trip of a lifetime.
We landed at Glasgow, and spent our first two days and nights on a farm in Argyll—a familiar household name in my childhood home. My Grandma Kate was a Campbell* and pointed proudly back to some 11th century Duke of Argyll.
How did I do this painting? If I can think up a more helpful answer in addition to the explanation of ruining a painting with piles of gouache and then blotching it up with white paint, I’ll let you know.”
But maybe Argyll popped up because in 1993 I felt a deep down sense of belonging there, either due to the 11th century Duke or simply because Argyll is a poignantly beautiful part of the world.
Margaret L. Been —August 3rd, 2016
*If you read Scottish history, you will discover that the Campbells behaved atrociously to the Mac Donalds—something I would hope will stay buried in the past. Anyway, here is my peaceful finale: They came to the USA, where the Campbells made soup and the Mac Donalds made hamburgers.
(Do I hear groans?)
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I did a bunch of blood moons which are now stashed away on my recycle pile, and finally came up with these two. The bottom one of the above is my favorite. I was unable to work in the red sky (which was across the entire eastern horizon that night) and still have the moon pop out prominently.
A lot of artists recommend doing a series of renderings of any subject that strikes us as unforgettable. That is obviously what has been going on here continually, considering the wall-to-wall garden paintings in my storage closet as well as on our walls! Now the moons are hanging in our dining area to add some contrast.
Meanwhile, my Joe has encouraged me to set up another studio at our dining room table. Currently gallerywrap canvasses, and acrylic paints and brushes are dominating the dining table annex—with bins of collage papers, fabrics, and random odds and ends stored under the table. Fortunately there is still room for dining at one end.
Margaret L. Been — July 11, 2016
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. . . just keep on painting Perhaps I’m not the only artist who occasionally hits a wall—the wall of questions and doubts. We writers call that “writers block”, something I have never allowed to discourage me; I kept right on writing through the block.
So it’s logical to approach a painter’s wall the same way, and keep right on painting through the wall. While doing this recently, I had the following dialogue with Myself:
Myself: Who am I to call myself an artist anyway? I simply began painting 10 years ago, at age 72. Never went to art school. Never thought I had any talent—just a love for art.
I: Shame on you for thinking that way. You, of all people. You are always telling others that everyone has an artist inside them, and they should have the courage to try it if they have the desire!
Myself: But lately it seems that I am plagiarizing myself. All I’m painting are flowers, and sometimes I wonder if flowers are the only thing I’m certain that I can paint!
I: Lots of people paint the same thing over and over. And lots of artists love to paint flowers. Have you ever heard of Monet?
Myself: Are you comparing me to Monet? Shame on YOU!
I: Of course none of us is comparable to him. We are all different, and that’s the way God intended us to be. But we can study the GREATS, and learn from them! You are always telling other people to do that. Yikes! Why don’t you practice what you preach?
Myself: Okay. I get it. I should encourage myself the way I like to encourage other people. I’ll keep plugging along with my brushes. I do love art with a PASSION!
I: Good for you. Now you are talking sensibly! And even if you are on a flower painting roll, you can look for a different emphasis—like varying your colors or background, and finding a fresh focus of interest along with the flowers. Then suddenly you’ll inadvertently (or maybe on purpose!) stick a cabin, fencepost, river, or trail in among the flowers.
Whew! That’s over. This week Myself took the advice of I, so We will switch to the first person voice.
I spent a couple of evenings browsing through my flower art books to see what might make a difference. The idea of working on the background (or in the above result, the surround) grabbed me. As always, I let my colors blend on the paper—and then added every texture agent I had on hand (salt, granulating medium, texture medium, crackle medium, dabbing with tissue, etc.). That was so much fun, so I gave the vase the same cavalier treatment. And named the painting “Rustic Vase”.
Now I will pass on some encouragement to YOU—the Reader*. If you tend to hit a wall, don’t let it slow you down. Just keep on painting through the wall!
Margaret L. Been — June 9th, 2016
*My stats page shows that you Readers are all over the world—on every continent and on many islands as well. This excites me more than I can say. :)
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What is more enjoyable than coffee or tea and mellow conversation shared with a friend, in any kind of weather? My friend, Carmela, came for a morning visit last week. It was warm and sunny, but early enough in the day to sit outdoors yet still savor hot, strong coffee. Later, we would have switched to iced tea.
Carmela brought an armful of lilacs, white and shades of lavender, from her yard. I don’t think she realized that lilacs are a huge passion of mine. She simply and instinctively brought the perfect gift—beautiful, fragrant, and in season.
Later in the day I began to paint the lilacs, which by then were comfortably at home in a vase of cool water. Since I normally let the paint do a lot of the talking, somehow an illusion of a great blue heron flew into the piece. Can you see the heron? His presence suggests that there is water nearby, as the heron lives on fish.
We do have plenty of water here in Lake Country, and great blue herons fly over our roof constantly en route between our myriad of lakes. But maybe the above painting, “Carmela’s Lilacs”, is a flashback to our home up north where we lived for eight years, beside a bay with plenty of great blue herons in our neighborhood—and huge, ancient common lilac bushes pressed against the front deck of our home.
Margaret L. Been — May 26, 2016
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This painting, matted and framed to 24″ x 20″, is obviously too large to scan on my printer. I would have to take it to Office Max or whatever, and I just don’t want to do that. So instead, I propped it on the couch and photographed it (without the glass) with my I-pad, emailed it to myself, and violà. Here it is.
The painting, “Dans la Fenêtre” (“In the Window”), has an arduous history in its making. I’ve been working on creating reflections, shadows, and the look of a wet still life or landscape. Here I set out to simply do some bottles and their reflections.
Unlike my normal mode, I carefully measured and sketched the window sill and the borders of the painting onto the Arches 140lb cold press art paper. Then I folded pieces of typing/printer paper in half vertically and cut the bottles outward from the fold. When the papers were opened, I had bottles with perfectly symmetrical sides—something like a Rorshach. I lightly traced the bottles onto the window sill, thinking I would (for a change) paint something that actually looked like it was intended to be—in other words, make representational art.
Then I began negative painting, around the shapes rather than starting with the actual bottles I’d so carefully transferred onto the paper. The negative painting (background) grew more and more atmospheric as the colors blended. Next, I dropped quinacridone gold, shades of magenta and opera pink, and a touch of French ultramarine into the bottles to reflect their setting. These merged and did their own thing which was to create a rusty, well-worn appearance. Meanwhile, the background had grown a bit muddy so I washed a film of white gouache over the negative painting and into the bottles as well.
Suddenly I realized this was about the ugliest painting I’d ever produced. I was disgusted with myself for (what I thought was) having ruined a large paper. The back side was also a mess from the paint overflow which had seeped in from the table. What to do!!!??? By now it was 1:00 a.m. and I was exhausted. I ran a few inches of water in the tub, thinking the piece was too gooey to put in the garbage with all that mucky paint on it. A good rinse would make the disposal a neater operation. Having rinsed, I left the paper to dry off while I slept. Tomorrow (now “today”) I would throw it out.
In the morning, when I went to pick up my disaster, I was stun-gunned. Whatever anyone else might think, I felt this was an amazingly wonderful accident. I loved the painting. Somehow the gunky look had been washed off, exposing the original colors that had been applied. The rinsing created a shiny reflection, much like the mirror image of the bottles was sitting in water. To complete what I now felt was a huge victory, I slightly dabbed outlines here and there on the bottles—to add a hint of structure. What had started out as a very structured piece had become illusory* so the Inktense® Colored Ink, Water Soluble pencil lines simply propped the bottles up a bit.
Here is the framed painting on the wall. The photo of the picture behind glass does not begin to do justice to the life, light, and shine in the piece. I had to photograph it in the evening, because in the daylight the glass reflected and transferred everything on the opposite wall onto the image of the bottles. It was borderline hilarious.
But you can get an idea. I will try to achieve this effect again, although it is challenging—sometimes impossible—to reconstruct an accident! At least I’ve discovered one more way to salvage a less than wonderful effort: just float it and douse it with water.
Margaret L. Been — April 24th, 2016
*Our “artist’s voice” will win out every time. I simply AM NOT a representational painter, even when I measure and draw lines. When displaying art at local venues, we are always given a form to fill out where (among other things) we are asked to list a category which best describes the art. I always write, “ABSTRACT REALISM.” Perhaps that sounds like an oxymoron, but I can’t think of a better term at the moment.
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